Today I finished making my internship report for the faculty. today, in a rush..I should’ve do it last night. But I didn’t..
What is wrong with me…procrastination..again.
This month is rain season, so Depok feel sooooooo damn ‘cool’ ! This morning, the rain was felt. I don’t have any motivation to move from my bed..to attend Computer and Society Class. 8 am, sharp!! but then I finally managed to get up..kakaka I’m half heartly afraid because Mr Didit really strict about the class attendance. Since this class in my priority, because I’ve plan to graduate this semester then I have to go.
7.50 am already, I need 5 minutes more to get to the class (which I thought I’m not gonna make it). rush rush!
Oh my, thank God it was raining this morning. The class door was still open for 15 minutes after 8.00 am. Hahahaha, I’m not late…pufft..*relief
About the internship report, It should be signed by the two of the academic supervisor. One of them is already signed it, but the other one is not present today. I’ll get in on Monday (which is the deadline to give the report to the ’sekretariat’)..
By the way, I failed again….
I’m having a dream, and there’s a chance to get it. I’m talking about some scholarship or something. I put soooooo much effort (not that much actually ^^, because I’m a really bad bad deadliner!) to fulfill the requirements. I was confident I can make it. But………………………..I did one small mistake then…I didn’t put my photo on the application form. After all the effort..everything more important than that photo was there, but somehow I just forget T_T……………..Omoo wtf!!???, I failed myself………
It was about a month ago. I nearly just forget it. This afternoon, I accidentaly stumbled to the congratulation’s status of someone who said : Congratulations to A, B, C, D who will interviewed to get that scholarship……………….
Ah…heartbreak………
Tommorrow is Idul Adha. I’m not going home *of course…what else that I can do….Here I am, alone again at 1231. Streaming from youtube, watching 2 PM…
enough typing!

I just got back from Slipi jaya, the office I worked for my internship. We were there about 2 hours, in order to ask my supervisor to sign the internship report. My ‘very kind’ supervisors treat us with bakwan malang..very nice people..it was raining though,,delicious..slurrrppp…after that, we went home using the train. OMG, I’m somehow extremely tired. I still can’t forget about 2 months ago when I and my friend (Roma) usually running, climbing the ladder with me using highheels to catch the train. rush rush! but now, even when we were not running it felt soooooo hard to do that..yeah….I lost my energy .
Then we arrived in Depok at 6 pm..
oh..I went to my fyp supervisor office this morning. *yesterday I couldn’t find him. I finally showed him my fyp…hmmmm, he said overall it was good. But we have a little argument on my ‘rumusan masalah’. He told me some of them was not correct. Gosh..I think I should do as he said…just because…
So, I promised him I’ll show him the correct one tommorow..Hopeful

Today, I’m going to show my lecturer my fyp report. Hope he’ll like it..
I ask kak Ana to find me Taecyeon’s cyworld address..heheheheheheheeh, I think she got it, yay!!

hey, it’s been a while..
just wanna say hello..
it’s 7.35 pm, I’m alone in 1231 lab..fyi, I’m struggling with fyp project right now..still a lot of things to be done…hopefully, I can make it in time..wish me luck

Hello world (again), once my uncel said : “Genta, di tengah sibuk kuliah, Genta patut menulis catatan harian. Apalagi kalau sempat ke …. (yang ini disensor yaa ). Ini penting. Syukur kalau sudah ada sejak SMP (MD DM)”

Pagi-pagi bangun, baca sms ituu, haghagahg

hatiku terketuk, ya sudah ditulis lagi lah blognya

hey I’m going to Cairo, Egypt by the way, more informationa at :

http://imaginecup.com

I’ll be write back  later. *sok sibuk deh ah gw

You never see the way I look into your eyes..

You never realize the love I feel inside..

*Brian told me that I am a bit silly about this thing… I do, gosh.. *I have too much emotion spots in my brain. both.. haha XD

Klo lo ngrasa lebih dari orang lain, dalam hal apapun itu, tolong deh jangan “sombong”

Show some respect to another people! you don’t live alone in this world..

Kesal gw sama orang-orang seperti itu..

Coba lo liat di luar sana, banyak orang-orang hidup susah, yang gak seberuntung lo.

Berkorban, hanya untuk bisa makan dan tidur tenang malam ini.

Pasti lo gak pernah ngerasain kan..? hidup enak, apa-apa tinggal minta

wah wahh..

like I care though,,,

kesaaaaaaaal….

huh..

My Chemical Romance

Blood

Well They encourage your complete cooperation,
Send ya roses when they think ya need to smile
I can’t control myself because I don’t know how
And they love me for it honestly I’ll be here for awhile
So give them blood, blood
Gallons of the stuff
Give them all that they can drink and it will never be enough
So give them blood, blood, blood
Grab a glass because there’s going to be a flood
A celebrated man amongst the gurneys
They can fix me proper with a bit of luck
The doctors and the nurses they adore me so
But it’s really quite alarming
Cause I’m such an awful f*ck
(Why thank you)
I gave you blood, blood
Gallons of the stuff
I gave you all that you could drink
And it has never been enough
I gave you blood, blood, blood
I’m the kind of human wreckage that you love

haha, I just luv this song!!

try to listen?

http://youtube.com/watch?v=ylzTJwBW5pM,

Dear Brother…I love you so much. It hurts me when you sad. That you didn’t make it.. It hurts me too.. I wish I could do something for you, not just something, I’ll do everything for you….but I can’t.. It’s beyond my reach.. It’s just between you and God, now.. I can’t help you……………….. Arrrgh, I wish I could. You do it you own. It’s your future. God……. please help him… You are the originator of the heavens and the earth: and when You wills a thing to be, You but says unto it: “Be” and “it is”…… Help him, God.. Please…….

Dear Brother.. We called it “life”, Struggling! Life is learning, learning from your mistakes….. Learning from your failings and failures. Learning from pain. Learning to be more stronger that you are.. Learning to be hard core. Learning to be better. Learning to say: “Alhamdulillah” for everything you’ve got….

Dear Brother….I’m happy when you smile….

Dear Brother….I do love you so much..

Now I never meant,
To do you wrong,
That’s what I came here to say(?)

But if I was wrong,
Then I’m sorry,
I don’t let it stand in our way(?)

As my head just aches,
When I think of,
The things that I shouldn’t have done.

But, life is for living,
We all know,
And I don’t wanna live it alone.

Sing,
And just think

coldplay, life is for living